THE MUSICAL IS ALL OVER!!

and oh man how much am i gna miss it. today was okay. the performance was okay but the rest of it was fun! haha. monica and i cam-whored for like half and hour before we left school cos we cleaned up our area when the show was still on. so yeah we kept on going round to look for people to take photos with and finding people to sign our book. now the programme book is filled with msgs and i'm gna keep it with all my other precious stuff that cannot be replaced.

several reasons why i am going to miss the musical

it was so fabbbbb and fun!
the show, the script, the sets and everything was wonderful :D
the handbell choir 06 managed to spend lots of time with each other ((:
last but the best of all, we spent as much time as we could with all the sec4s. :D

and so now here's a tribute to all of you sec4s :
THANK YOU SO MUCH for everything you did for the handbell choir. even your presence count. honestly no other level could replace you all as no one can be as funny, crazy, mad, bubbly and erm lovable? HAHA. but anyway i really enjoyed knowing each and everyone of you and monica, the rest of what is left of the handbell choir 06 which will form the 07 choir with the new members will certainly misss all of you! in fact i'm missing all of you now. thank God we have pres star challenge and the Japan trip! or not we will all be crying now man. haha. we will certainly do our best for SYF next year okay! we wouldn't want to let you all down. (:

bah. i want to cling on to everymoment i have left of the musical. this musical seriously has double meaning to it. sec4s leaving and the musical itself. i love handbells and those who will be promoted next year better have the passion as well. cos if you don't, then you shouldn't even have joined in the beginning.

okay so now everything is over. all the fun and all. and now, its time to get back to..

..REALITY. i really don't want to face but sooner or later you have to. now there's nothing much to distract me, and so everything else, good and bad starts to fill again once more. but i know i cannot waste my time dwelling on so many things when i have so much catching up to do in my work. i really must get promoted to sec3. or else i'll just die. so now i will just keep studying, though i know i'm in for many scolding ESP from mrs poh and i know i'll just keep on dying in her lessons AHHH but i don't care. i will just study until the end years are over and then i'll play. (: haha. my blog won't go dead. maybe a bit dead but i won't be posting so often anymore. cos time passes real fast and i don't want to regret at the end of the year. i know my SA1 aren't good and so now i just need to do real well for the end years in order to get my overall to pass. and I KNOW I CAN DO IT WITH GOD'S HELP AND SO YES. GOODBYE. (:

i love the handbell choir 06! i can bet that 07 can't beat it.

oh man. i seriously lost all my sense of what day is it. i totally forgot its saturday today. cos like for nearly the whole of this week its the same thing everyday. hence i forget. hahaha.

now. i'm freaked out for e-learning. the school should seriously give more time to those in the musical. bahhhhhh. i'm not even half done with my work and there's so many things not done. booo the e-learning. ):

wheee i love the musical. and yesterday was really fun. we are on the craze of suduko. is that how you spell it. haha. and today i WILL REMEMBER TO BRING MY CUSHION FOR SANDRA AND I. YAY. and then monica will be happy. hoho. and today i shall enjoy whatever i have left of the musical because after tml i will be really sad cos its over and the next time we get to play and meet up with the sec4s will be in sep so sad ): but all the best anyway for your prelims okay! (:

i really need to talk to someone but who i wonder. or is it better to just shut up and keep quiet.

YAYY! yesterday was one of the awesome days ever. ((((:

MGMUSICAL WAS SO GOOD AND AWESOME. the power of God was there. and i'm really thankful it didn't rain. thank God alright. cos if it rains everything would be spoilt. see how humans are dependent on the weather. haha. really, if you are not going you would have most prob missed the best show ever. the script is good, the setting and all is wonderful.. haha.

and so i'm really happy that my sister, esther and benji are coming tonight! haha its still amazing that all of them are going on the same show. haha. take the greeeeeen apple!

yesterday i got up realllly early to meet monica in school at 930. went to kap for brunch and certain things happened there which i would rather not say. went back to do e-learning in the com lab. got tired after awhile and decided to crash yating's house! hahaha tracy is funny. she kept running around the carpark looking for the correct lift lobby. like round and round and round. and then we went to yating's house and its nice and cosy. priscilla was insanely weird and crazy there. and then we watched spongebobmovie yay! its one of the lamest movie i have ever seen man. haha. then left and made our way to bukit timah market to buy dinner. walked all the way back to mg and then the usual things happened la.

i'm currently happy with e-learning. i did my physics hw yesterday and it was quite okay and sensible. and today i found out that we were suppose to read this whole new chapter that explained everything found in the wks i did yesterday! wow. i thought it was from the previous chapter we learnt. hm. so i am rather smart after all HAHAHAHAHA kidding. next would be eng and those marks left behind on my instruction sheet is still there so the piece of paper becomes amusing haha.

oh and my dad wants to get another computer so that we won't need to waste time waiting for each other to finish our school work! referring to me and my sis of course. so its like YAYYY. hahaha! i will not need to fight for the use of comp anymore :DDD.

all the best for today's shows! (:

people should treasure what they have, before its taken away from them and then, regrets come.

i seriously never expected things would turn out the way it is now, not that i didn't treasure it, maybe i didn't treasure enough. i took it all for granted and now, there's some form of regret. you wish that you can turn time back and re-enjoy the time you had. i can only hope and pray for the best of things. and for those who know what i'm talking about, urgent prayer is definately needed and we just need to leave everything to our Father. hm. i really don't wish for anyone else who has a heart to regret what they previously did not treasure, so now i'm saying, treasure everything single thing you have now, cos you'll never know when it will all be taken away from you.

right now, i'm annoyed with someone. because she shouldn't be acting in that manner and giving that kind of attitude. it just makes you as bad as ___. i'm not hating any of you, but i'm just very annoyed.

on a positive point, i have finally gotten inspiration for both my art pieces. hiphiphorray. and perhaps now i can enjoy it (hopefully) and finish it as soon as possible. and perhaps, this is the first school thing that has ever been so close to my heart, and it relates so much to my life. hence i'm happy with the idea i got. haha.

i changed my font for i have no idea what reason. just feel like changing it abit. i keep on wanting to change skin but then i haven't found a very very nice skin yet. only nice skins. so yes. besides tahoma and verdana georgia is a very nice font too! (:

HAPPY FOUNDER'S DAY EVERYONE IN MG! (: i feel proud to be an mgs girl and i'm proud of my school and my cca haha :D and the school song is indeed nice to sing when its 3verses! the arrangment is nice! heh.

service was okay. i really couldn't believe that i actually felt very nervous just before our piece and throughout. usually i'm pretty calm. aiya i'm just weird thats it. and another thing i realised was that i hardly looked at the score. so thats rather interesting. heehee.

i just realised the school musical is just round the corner! wow. it really didn't seem long ago when we first had the schedule for june prac. 1 to 10pm for 2weeks. and now i have this weird feeling that i wish everything could repeat again no matter how tiring it was after the 29th. hm :)

okay i'm poofed. shall take a nap without my mum knowing it hahahah. gdnight!





Lord i really don't know. if its your will, then let it be.

today was blah. nowadays i just sleep in school whenever possible. somehow i treat the back of the class as my second bed. or zhiyun and my chair.

fringe activities was okay. not too bad. someone was being very extra, in fact irritatingly extra. and then we had class time where i slept and then had recess. after that went to look for monica and pris but somehow couldn't find them. circled the school for about 10mins before going back to class again. and then i suddenly remembered my chili and so we decided to find the art teacher who was weirdly sitting outside the dance studio with the cross for the musical. and then somehow monica and pris and jessica saw me downstairs and called me. and then i erm abandoned lipin and jasmine? haha sorry! went to the library and watched this show. and like 15mins after we finished the show i was like erm what did we watch just now? and it turned out to be bride and predjudice. whatever you spell it. its quite nice i must say. still i was very tired while watching it. haha.

went for SBL after that. it was alright. the Q and A was interesting. saw blue dot and many others there. started the manhunt for cherilyn because she had the boots that lesley needed for founder's day. so yeah look here and there then deborah found her for me. and jieyi kept on disappearing as well. but anyway, everything ended well.

oh and then today i went home with this veryvery interesting piece of paper that some people kindly vandalised for me. haha. its quite amusing. i'll be quite happy to recieve more notes like that hahahaha.

now i'm really tired. and i'm afraid i might just fall very sick soon. and i can't afford that cos there's so much e-learning to do. i just need strength from the Lord to hang on these few more days and everything will be over, which is a sad and good thing. i don't know. we'll see.

tml's founder's day! yay. i hope mighty fortress will be good. and why are we playing that piece for japan trip?? hurrr.

okay. today alot of things was thanks to monica. but i shall only mention one since this is the whole point of this post.

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (i'm not mrs dubose!)
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (wait i forgot whats that)
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (THE OTHER WAY ROUND LA)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (yeah for retardednco la what you thinking!)
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood. (???)
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie. (????)

people i will stab. i might have stabbed rui and sarah but since they are already stabbed so oh well.

1. lipin
2. esther
3. jasmine
4. yan (when you have the time okay!)
5. jieyi

yay okay. goodnight. tml another longlonglonglong day.

my history assignment is now annoying me to bits. hurr. its so unreasonable. ):

today is opening ceramony and i'm hoping everything will go smoothly. very unlike what happened on thurs. oh well. fingers crossed.

TROMP. oh dear. we are so in for it man.

today has been a very exhasting day. worse than musical. monica and i were running around the school non stop. truly indeed, we are the labourers.

founder's day rehersal was quite okay. in fact i'm quite satisfied with it. haha. then after the rehersal, as playing handbells makes everyone hungry, we couldn't tahan so we excused ourselves at 10am instead of 1030. heh. we fought with the ants. ants=pri school kids if you don't know. but anyway it was funny. like there were a few girls at this table. then still go space so we sat there. then like slowly, all of them disappear. even the girls standing near the table. haha. so we got shooing instinct or something. haha.

and everytime i enter the canteen when the pri girls are still roaming about i never fail to meet my sister. -.- bah whatever.

after that we went to 3i and lingered around there for awhile. then we went back to the hall. set up and realised got no mallets. so we rannnn down to the staffroom. tried calling ms sim. never ans. then suddenly mrs chew came out and was like AH TIFFANYTIFFANYTIFFANY! i was thinking errrrr. and then she asked me to pass the msg to melody that her mum wants her to come straight home after school. like some pri school kid hahahaha. and then after awhile laoshi appeared at the door and we got the card from her.

ran down to the music, of course in the course of running to the music we dodge one ant and then another AND then another and then a whole colony. finally reached the music room and then got the mallet bag. raced upstairs and gave them the mallet bag. then later on the say want to change all the stands to black as the pri school handbell choir were using blue ones. so we raced down again, got the key and then went down to find the stands. but then it mysteriously disappeared! wow. so we went out where the pri cheerleading were dancing. (apparently later we foundout that the people in the hall were watching them via cctv and we might have been caught running like maniacs.) alot of complications but the ending was that we went back with no black stands.

performance sucked. like the whole thing _____ didn't know how to conduct. sheesh. then i guess we had not much spirit cos its such a irritating song. but then again jane and i concluded that if we had spirit it would sound nicer. and in a more enclosed area. cos during prac it sounded pretty nice.

after that we were once again to fetch the key from ms sim and after alot of searching we found her in the science lab. and jane and her fellow friend attempted to try out their presentation on us. their pull only door. haha. looks like the monsters inc doors. can see both sides one. haha.

went back to class only to find them screaming cos the fan looked like it wanted to drop off. went to walk around the school somemore cos if i sat still for awhile the heat would get all around. then school ended and i went to sleep for about a nice 15min at the back of the class. until lipin and kat came in and we started talking.

had cca and mediacorp came earlier than expected. they said our playing was goood. yay. but they will only decide whether to let us play in about 2days time. well we certainly hope we can. cos it will be reallyreally cool. and its on the 3rdsep. and there's like rehersals on teacher's day!

pooff. tml there's musical. thurs there's full dress for opening ceramony. friday musical. sat opening ceramony. sunday musical. and so on. bahhh. i don't think i really mind anyway. but today is super tiring.

my thought on all these openopenopen stuff:
its madly busy. but its nice the way everyone is involved in some way or another. i know the musical will be great. as long as it dosen't rain everything should be perfect. =) the exhibitions and performances seems nice too. so i think its quite nice. this is like the first time i feel there's this festive atmosphere in school. somemore with the grey and white walls, it can be rather depressing on normal school days. haha.

and today i thought of this very interesting line!
runn runn as fast as you can, you can't catch me or there will be no key!

hahah. how ingenious of me don't you think :D

wednesday. Orchid Country Club. for the international PHYSICS (yesyes ms cheong) Olympiad thingy.

i shall not mention the extremely long process on how we got everything UP the bus cos i'm too lazy and its too long. so anyway on the way i got amused with this!

and then after what seemed endless practicing of setting up tables and everything else we finally got to eat dinner yay!

and then. we went to change and put on makeup blabla.

and then we started taking photos! (:

the mad sec4s

the madder sec3s. but then again, it depends who you are talking about x)

now. the SANEST OF THE WHOLE CHOIR! esp me! and you'll find that i'm telling the truth okay. anyway. see how pathetic our level is. only 4 of us!

after changing and everything, taking group photos and all, we were told we still had 1hour more to performance -.-. so we started taking funny pictures and singing our all time fav songs. :D

jane and yunjing - with krystle's hand there being annoying.

now minus the annoying hand.

and then priscilla started going crazy!

she thinks she looks like a teacher but one thing i'm certain - you don't look like how your mum looks like in school!

tracy suffering under the evil hand of monica. heh.

more photos another day. i'm tired.

i have been on hibernation mode. as in not going online for quite awhile. hm (:

hence know i declare : ENDLESS REHERSALS = LACK OF SLEEEEP

that is so so true, when you have to juggle founder's day rehersals, open day rehersals, musical rehersals, cca, performances and tests. >< well at least the tests are done for the next 4weeks. and so now i face all those rehersals bahhh.

not that i dislike them, its fun yes i know. in fact, really fun when the handbell choir is around. and i still say i'm about the sanest there okay! look at all of you. tsk. (: but lacking in sleep is horrible. you reach home at 1030pm and by the time you get into bed its 1130. and then awhile later you have to wake up and start the whole process again. now thats how my past week has been. and 7 hours actually isn't that bad but then when you reach home you feel so tired and you need like 12hours of sleep. and whats more after coming back from rehersal have to study somemore for tests. i can't let my ca3 marks go down into the drain just because of rehersals.

funnn but tiringgg. sigh.

but being with the handbellers and spending time with the sec4s who are like leaving real soon is good. oh man. all the weird and spastic things we did.

oh btw, wednesday was really fun. but the performance was bahh oh well. other than that it was really funny! i'll post up the pics tml or something. :D

and OH the joke of yesterday was.. [if you didn't read lipin'sss blog] : ms cheong chiongs cheongs around the school. haha get it? so funny. and its very true okay! and i still can't get over on what happened in physics on thursday ahhhh!

so now i'm kinda happy cos tests are over and i can concentrate on all the rehersals.. and perhaps get back some of the sleep i didn't get over the week. honestly, just give me a table and a chair, or 2 chairs and i can just fall asleep like that in school. i wasn't able to do that last year but now i have mastered the art of sleeping in class with my eyes closed during free periods yes sireeee.

wow. today was like so interesting! because of handbells

firstly at 145pm priscilla and i went down to the canteen and talked to the sec1s for awhile. then we got the cake that monica and ruijun asked unclehockseng to keep for them because it is JANE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! HAPPYHAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LAOERRR! [: yeah then we got the lighter and we both didn't dare to light the candles cos we scared of fire that comes out of those lighters. ;P only to discover later that ruijun put matchsticks together with the plastic bag that contains the cake. and so we waited together with gail and faye for the sec3s and 4s to finish lessons. haha then i went to monica's class and i was waiting with ruijun who somehow wasn't in class outside her class. and when the bell rang, we could see moni's face and it was so funny. likejoy written all over her face. haha!

slowly everyone arrived. only left this laoda and laoer haven't come. i was waiting for them at the foot of the stairs so as to warn the rest that they were coming. then the 2 sec1s offered to go upstairs and shout hello janeeee! when they see to her warn me to warn the rest. get it. haha. and woah when the 2 laos FINALLY came, they seriously shouted at the top of the voices. so scary. hahaa. then we sang happy birthday song, ate the cake and zoomed off for phototaking. it was quite fun the phototaking. now we just have to see how nice the photo comes out. hahahaha.

had prac with the primary school handbell choir. cos ms kon requested that the pri school play with us. -.- the standard is like how diff la. and you can obviously see the vastttt difference. haha. and then after one hour we had our own prac. dinner songs.

tml we have a performance at orchid country club. its the international physics olympiad thingy. and i think after today's prac i come out feeling much more confident. haha. we alll mermorised broadway already! yay. and we are dismissed at 1pm. oh well it dosen't make much diff for me, since i have free period from 1230 onwards. cos our class going to support the swimming finals yeah go mg go jasmine!!! :D

and then we are coming back at 945pm. one thing i'm very happy about is that there's dinner provided. so no money needed to spend. yayyy.

okay. now the greatest of the GREATEST news ever. hahahaha. we, the MGHANDBELLCHOIR06 are invited to play the the president's star challenge in september!
which =

BEING LIVE ON TVeeee! WOW SO COOL RIGHTTT! first time of having a handbell choir live on tv. and the best thing about this is that the sec4s WILL be playing with us. see thats why i emphasize on the handbellchoir06. haha.

whoopeee. that was just so amazing. :DDD


and and and.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY YANN!! or chermaine. haha. yesyes you are the bestiest cousin too. but still you are not the pro ;P sugar sweet 16th now right? so now its offcially 4more years to 20 for you! haha. loves!

here's this reallyreally nicenice song from the musical!


Long ago He blessed the earth
Born older than the years
And in the stall the cross He saw
Through the first of many tears
A life of homeless wandering
Cast out in sorrow's way
The Shepherd seeking for the lost
His life the price He paid

Chorus

Love crucified arose
The risen One in splendor
Jehovah's sole Defender
Has won the victory
Love crucified arose
And the grave became a place of hope
For the heart that sin and sorrow broke
Is beating once again

Throughout Your life
You've felt the weight
Of what You'd come to give
To drink for us that crimson cup
So we might really live
At last the time love and die
The dark appointed day
That one forsaken moment when
Your Father turned His face away

Repeat Chorus

haha. and i found the song online! so nice. and the way the strings were played, its the same way as the string esumble played it at the finale. jonathon wore the same clothes again as usual. and somehow judy and bannnngwennnfuuu wasn't here. haha. judy's the best all all 3.

so many things happened this morning. from an ulcer to a cockroach. and oh man when my foot got stuck under krystle's chair when she got up! there was this painnnnful charop thing pokking into my foot and i was ow-ing there and krystle still can stare at me for 7secs before pushing down the chair again. >.<


-edit

okay. i don't care already. everyone should go for the musical - from eve to mary!! except for those who really cannot ): (eg yan) oh well too bad i guess. but then everyone else should go! but don't expect me to sponser you okayyy. and if you want to go for the thursday one you better hurrry up buy the ticket cos i have this distinct feeling that tickets are gna be sold out really soon.

however one thing you really shouldn't do when watching the show is - stare at the mghandbellers cos they look really spastic and dumb. other than that the show is great! and if the musical is stealing away my money then all the more you people should go in order to make it more worth it.

INCREDIBLES IS SO SO SO COOL! WHEEEEEE.

i'm so happy my mum bought the vcd haha! and i just finished watching it. hm. the show never fails to amaze and amuse me. heh. violet is so cool. hoho. so today i'm happy cos i did something meaningful finally.

yay. my 6thtime watching. how cool! :D

tml its time to wear the spastic tablecloth again. see. even my mum agrees that it looks like a ghost costume. >.<

bleah. everyone went to town today. and i'm stuck at home. ):
and i still want my presentS and sweet. lots of people owe me presents while some people owe me sweet! i want the lime one okay!

blah. i haven't gone out to town or wherever to shop or window shop for a long looong time. i think the last time was in nov or something. otherwise it has been like going for dinner or lunch with ruijun, monica and priscilla or shopping for presents for laoda and monica.

but then anyway even if i went out i would be broke so there's no point in going. unless someone wants to pay for me for whatever. :D who would be that kind soul i ever wonder. maybe i'll like just wait until the musical ends and my jap trip is over cos the stupid musical (not taking into consideration how nice the show is) is stealing away all my money cos i have to stay back so many days meaning more money spent and half the time we always have to go to either kap or btp. our school is in a bad bad location in singapore. no good places to eat. kinda sad for a cca like handbells where the people are always hungry. ):

and yes i have to save for my japtrip if i want extra pocket money. and i haven't had left over money every week to save up because of the musical. so its annoying. and then somebody ( i shan't name who cos its rude) is making some of us buy this and that for only one thing.. and its not that cheap you know. and i understand how monica feels. i guess some of you will understand what i'm talking about right? but then, it just so happened that she's in charge and i guess we should just accept it and bear with it. persevere!! haaa.

hehe. somehow i'm hoping she won't come with us for the 12thjuly thing. and someone else would like the last time! haha. i feel mean.

meanwhile. i'm bored. and i didn't screwup my tests this week whee! (don't ask me where is the connection between the 2statements cos i don't know)

bleah. happybirthday en. (:

today's the day.
where drastic changes take place. and i somehow can't help wondering how did some people's day went. and how the days will be in the future.

haha. here's 2 songs that got into my mind this past week.

because He lives. i can face tommorrow
because He lives. all fear is gone
because i know, i know He holds the future.
and life is worth the living, just because He lives.
---
all things work for our good
though sometimes we can't see how they could
troubles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blind us to the truth
our Father knows whats best for us
His ways are not our own
so when the pathway goes dim
and you can't just see Him
remember He's still on the throne

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too wise to be unkind
so when you don't understand
when you can't see His plan
when you can't trace His hand
trust His heart
---

anyway. i finally decided to continue posting about my holiday in Japan. haha. here's a few more pictures from disneysea.

ray so cute hahahahaha =)

this one not as cute but ANYWAY... my sister hahaha. x)

one of the meals -finished, we had there at disney sea. wah we kept on eating la. its like when we have to wait until this certain time for another attraction my uncle would go okay lets go eat. and then my mum and i would go harr eat again ahh?? aha so i did take one pic of the food that we ate okay! [:

then the next day we checked out of the hotel and went to the train station to catch the train to toyohashi. i think the train ride was 1 and a halfhours and i didn't really sleep but instead stoned hahaha. oh and then they gave us this programme sheet of this occasion and it was so cool. cos it had all our names inside and all our hotel room number. and then like for our names, example was like it would say 'daughter of Mr Michael Teo Miss Tiffany Teo' HAHA. so cool. there was even this part which said 'domestic helper of Mr Tony Teo Miss Vivien something' haha! thats my uncle by the way. yeah i was like thinking this like royalty or something hoho. :D and then the paper had the schedule and all. quite interesting.

we checked into this hotel which was within the station itself. and then we showered and all.. and then in the evening we had to go to some room in the hotel for dinner. it was so weird la. haha. after some speeches and all they asked for a toast and since the adults usually drink alcohol in toast the ladies who brought the food out and all asked vivien (who was sitting at the same table as us) which bottle she wanted. haha her face was so funny! she looked so scared cos i think she dosen't drink or something. haha. but in the end the thing she drank was the oolong tea which is super nice i must say. even though i mistook it as apple juice the first time haha.

the next day. we had to go down for breakfast and be at the door waiting at 8am. and they said come down for breakfast at 630am! madddd la. and 630am there is 530here. WOW. so we gathered at 8asm together with all the business men and then we took taxis down to the shipyard. honestly right. this is like the first time i hardly walk like until want to die in a holiday. never felt so useless before hahahha. then we hanged around this place for awhile. oh and my mum had to do this rehersal thing. she had to practice chopping the rope haha.

and after that we took the taxi again to where the ship was. we could have easily walked there but no we somehow had to take taxi. so weird. and then we had this ceramony. and hahaha the funnnniest part was that there was this part where we had to sing the japanese and singapore anthem. and like only one person sang for the japanese one and for us erm i think my sister sang while i sang abit. not sure about my cousins. but william and i were like sniggering cos the national anthem went like twice the speed of the normal one cos the pole was like so short! but it was really funny. the speed i mean.

and then my mum had to christian the ship and then she had to do the chopping rope thing and then she managed to chop it within one try! haha. all the jap men like went waaaah. and it was a spectacular sight cos the champange bottle smashed against the ship and the streamers and balloons all came out from the ship. so nice. haha. and then after that we went back to the hotel for some 'celebration party' oh and at the ceramony we had this name tag thing which was cool haha. the celebration party's food was quite nice. but the nicenice part was when they all gave out presents. haha. my mum like got the most i think. since she was the G.O.H. ah i can't remember lah. but i got this watch and a bracelet. and my cousins got stuff too. ray got this remote control toy hahaha!

candid shots haiyah. haha. don't look at my sister you're suppose to look at the toycar!!

then we went for this tour around this cargo ship. and guess what they gave us to wear before getting up the ship!! HANDBELLGLOVES!! even my sister recognised it. haha. so coool la. the ladies and the children got the handbell ones while the men got the ones we had to wear for learning journey. yeah. so we went to the kitchen, captain's room, recreation room, um the place where the captain steers the ship i forgot what its called!! and the engine room. if got anymore then i forgot.

and after the tour we went back to the hotel for the party thing. and after that we had some time to pack up and then check out. then we took a train and headed to osaka. everything was like on the dot.. and we had to rush here and there.. very unlike our normal holidays. haha.

oh well. i'll post about the rest another day. tml got maths and lifescience test. my head's spinning with direct and inverse proportion, DNA replication and translation blabla.

okay. so today we ended earlier. which was better. haha. i think we ended at 930 or something.

anyway. today we were asked to let down our hair. then we started imagining about ghosts and all. cos we really look like one bunch of ghost hopping around. haha. we started singing carol of the bells. which is quite a freaky song. we played it for caroling last year. haha. and then we choreographed this scary dance for it which includes hopping up and down the steps in the gallery with our hands outstretched and in our spastic tablecloth. even mrs nat lim said it was funny okay! halfway during our briefing she suddenly stop and laugh at us say we look like we just came from an operation. hurr. haha. yeah then the dance was so funny but we eventually stopped cos it got freakier, esp with krystle's lonnnnng hair. hah.

and then sandra laoda didn't let us sit down after we finish the piece okay! so tiring. and i was so tired. that after the audience left i went to sleep on the floor. and MONICA LEE I'M NOT MAD AND I DON'T NEED TO GO IMH OKAY. WHAT NONSENSE. I VERY SANEEE. AND PRISCILLA CHAN STOP TICKLING ME COS YOU NOT SUPPOSE TO BULLY PEOPLE YOUNGER THAN YOU. EVEN IF ITS ONLY BY 24HOURS OKAY!!

whoooo we had chickenrice again today. how nice. yeah right. and laoda is the cucumber woman! =)

tiffany: laoda i give you all my cucumber okay! (as others pile cucumber on her fooood)
laoda: okay
tiffany: veggie is very good for you you know!
laoda: ah ya then why you don't want to eat harr? (echoed my monica as well)
tiffany: cos you older so must eat more veggie!!!

:D

another thing i realised today. cos friday end at 12right. and then our recess actually ends at 1130! hahahaha so cool. just half and hour of something i dunno what then school end yay! must find out what is that oh so previledged sub. hoho. ;P

everyone knows about nightmares don't they?
and they either never end, or they end with a sad ending.
sometimes i really wish i can wake up and find that everything was how everything used to me.
urgh.
everyday it just gets worse and worse
why i wonder.
and yet i can't do anything
cos i don't have any say.
nightmares are like that aren't they?
sigh.

God give us a happyending. please.

today i nearly died
as in literally!
and in the end
i didn't die
but i emerged from school tramuatised
shiverrrrrr >.<

okay. basically the the top 3 cases nearly fell on me when we were entering the lift to go downstairs. so scary!! the case we know as the flipping case like came forward and nearly fell out with like 2 small cases and 3 bags which contained heavyHEAVY stands, skirting and more skirting.

oh man. see how monica and my lives are risked everytime we do this?? you people better appreciate this okay!

and then the horrible lao da started stuffing in the mattresses into the lift and she as what i would call 'cushioned' monica and i really well. i was like stuck in the corner with 4-5 mattresses infront/ontop/surrounding me. and sandra still can laugh. somemore can say i will meet you downstairs. ??!! but in the end she still came in.

so much for one morning. and tml is gna be hectic. like madly hectic. school. maths remedial. cca. then musical prac. and inbetweeen i get like half hour break or one hour. crazy.

guess what tiffany made 2 very impt discoveries today!

number 1) why tml have no youth service and we have to join the main service in church and not in ywca.

ans: cos its YOUTHDAY tml! no wonder there's gna be all those booths about us and all in church tml. hehe.

number 2) EXACTLY ONE YEAR AGO (1stjuly2005) we were on the bus to esplanade for the syf opening ceremony! how cool is that man. and that was one of the funnnnest day of my life. imagine we got let off school at 1235 and we came back at 10pm! haha. and the mirrors and everything in our holding room were so so so so cool. i remember that was when i really got to know the sec2s and 4s. i guess the sec3s kept more to themselves then while the sec4s were really nice and we got to know them quite fast. also, the sec2s ah! mad people! hehehehe. why we went mad and bonkus that day was cos we were so bored and so we started talking nonsense. oh and the dancing hp thing we did haha it was so lame!

dinner was ultra fun too. the teachers let us go to marina sq to eat wherever we wanted while the other schools got to eat food which they bought from somewhere. haha. and it was a peculiar sight. imagine this bunch of about 20 girls in their school uni crossing the road laughing insaningly outside esplanade.

:D

and so. according to monica. its our 1st year anniversary. cos it was that night when we really got to know one another. hahahaha. goat!!

Tiffany
Hello! This blog is basically the rambling records of almost the whole of my secondary school life, and although i've moved on to LJ, i'm keeping this here as it is (: After graduating from MG (with lovely friendships made and pleasures shared<3), I'm currently studying in Ngee Ann Polytechnic doing Child Psychology & Early Education! Life has become more exciting than ever before, because Christ, the author and perfector of our faith, our Perfect Love, has set the higher purpose and calling for me to discover. As a result, faith and hope is rising, and my prayer is that everyone else will find the conviction to say this too one day. With this, I rejoice with all my heart, for it is through Christ I can do all things! (Phillipians 4:13)

Oh and yes, I am uniquely specially sane :D

THE MUSICAL IS ALL OVER!!

and oh man how much am i gna miss it. today was okay. the performance was okay but the rest of it was fun! haha. monica and i cam-whored for like half and hour before we left school cos we cleaned up our area when the show was still on. so yeah we kept on going round to look for people to take photos with and finding people to sign our book. now the programme book is filled with msgs and i'm gna keep it with all my other precious stuff that cannot be replaced.

several reasons why i am going to miss the musical

it was so fabbbbb and fun!
the show, the script, the sets and everything was wonderful :D
the handbell choir 06 managed to spend lots of time with each other ((:
last but the best of all, we spent as much time as we could with all the sec4s. :D

and so now here's a tribute to all of you sec4s :
THANK YOU SO MUCH for everything you did for the handbell choir. even your presence count. honestly no other level could replace you all as no one can be as funny, crazy, mad, bubbly and erm lovable? HAHA. but anyway i really enjoyed knowing each and everyone of you and monica, the rest of what is left of the handbell choir 06 which will form the 07 choir with the new members will certainly misss all of you! in fact i'm missing all of you now. thank God we have pres star challenge and the Japan trip! or not we will all be crying now man. haha. we will certainly do our best for SYF next year okay! we wouldn't want to let you all down. (:

bah. i want to cling on to everymoment i have left of the musical. this musical seriously has double meaning to it. sec4s leaving and the musical itself. i love handbells and those who will be promoted next year better have the passion as well. cos if you don't, then you shouldn't even have joined in the beginning.

okay so now everything is over. all the fun and all. and now, its time to get back to..

..REALITY. i really don't want to face but sooner or later you have to. now there's nothing much to distract me, and so everything else, good and bad starts to fill again once more. but i know i cannot waste my time dwelling on so many things when i have so much catching up to do in my work. i really must get promoted to sec3. or else i'll just die. so now i will just keep studying, though i know i'm in for many scolding ESP from mrs poh and i know i'll just keep on dying in her lessons AHHH but i don't care. i will just study until the end years are over and then i'll play. (: haha. my blog won't go dead. maybe a bit dead but i won't be posting so often anymore. cos time passes real fast and i don't want to regret at the end of the year. i know my SA1 aren't good and so now i just need to do real well for the end years in order to get my overall to pass. and I KNOW I CAN DO IT WITH GOD'S HELP AND SO YES. GOODBYE. (:

i love the handbell choir 06! i can bet that 07 can't beat it.

oh man. i seriously lost all my sense of what day is it. i totally forgot its saturday today. cos like for nearly the whole of this week its the same thing everyday. hence i forget. hahaha.

now. i'm freaked out for e-learning. the school should seriously give more time to those in the musical. bahhhhhh. i'm not even half done with my work and there's so many things not done. booo the e-learning. ):

wheee i love the musical. and yesterday was really fun. we are on the craze of suduko. is that how you spell it. haha. and today i WILL REMEMBER TO BRING MY CUSHION FOR SANDRA AND I. YAY. and then monica will be happy. hoho. and today i shall enjoy whatever i have left of the musical because after tml i will be really sad cos its over and the next time we get to play and meet up with the sec4s will be in sep so sad ): but all the best anyway for your prelims okay! (:

i really need to talk to someone but who i wonder. or is it better to just shut up and keep quiet.

YAYY! yesterday was one of the awesome days ever. ((((:

MGMUSICAL WAS SO GOOD AND AWESOME. the power of God was there. and i'm really thankful it didn't rain. thank God alright. cos if it rains everything would be spoilt. see how humans are dependent on the weather. haha. really, if you are not going you would have most prob missed the best show ever. the script is good, the setting and all is wonderful.. haha.

and so i'm really happy that my sister, esther and benji are coming tonight! haha its still amazing that all of them are going on the same show. haha. take the greeeeeen apple!

yesterday i got up realllly early to meet monica in school at 930. went to kap for brunch and certain things happened there which i would rather not say. went back to do e-learning in the com lab. got tired after awhile and decided to crash yating's house! hahaha tracy is funny. she kept running around the carpark looking for the correct lift lobby. like round and round and round. and then we went to yating's house and its nice and cosy. priscilla was insanely weird and crazy there. and then we watched spongebobmovie yay! its one of the lamest movie i have ever seen man. haha. then left and made our way to bukit timah market to buy dinner. walked all the way back to mg and then the usual things happened la.

i'm currently happy with e-learning. i did my physics hw yesterday and it was quite okay and sensible. and today i found out that we were suppose to read this whole new chapter that explained everything found in the wks i did yesterday! wow. i thought it was from the previous chapter we learnt. hm. so i am rather smart after all HAHAHAHAHA kidding. next would be eng and those marks left behind on my instruction sheet is still there so the piece of paper becomes amusing haha.

oh and my dad wants to get another computer so that we won't need to waste time waiting for each other to finish our school work! referring to me and my sis of course. so its like YAYYY. hahaha! i will not need to fight for the use of comp anymore :DDD.

all the best for today's shows! (:

people should treasure what they have, before its taken away from them and then, regrets come.

i seriously never expected things would turn out the way it is now, not that i didn't treasure it, maybe i didn't treasure enough. i took it all for granted and now, there's some form of regret. you wish that you can turn time back and re-enjoy the time you had. i can only hope and pray for the best of things. and for those who know what i'm talking about, urgent prayer is definately needed and we just need to leave everything to our Father. hm. i really don't wish for anyone else who has a heart to regret what they previously did not treasure, so now i'm saying, treasure everything single thing you have now, cos you'll never know when it will all be taken away from you.

right now, i'm annoyed with someone. because she shouldn't be acting in that manner and giving that kind of attitude. it just makes you as bad as ___. i'm not hating any of you, but i'm just very annoyed.

on a positive point, i have finally gotten inspiration for both my art pieces. hiphiphorray. and perhaps now i can enjoy it (hopefully) and finish it as soon as possible. and perhaps, this is the first school thing that has ever been so close to my heart, and it relates so much to my life. hence i'm happy with the idea i got. haha.

i changed my font for i have no idea what reason. just feel like changing it abit. i keep on wanting to change skin but then i haven't found a very very nice skin yet. only nice skins. so yes. besides tahoma and verdana georgia is a very nice font too! (:

HAPPY FOUNDER'S DAY EVERYONE IN MG! (: i feel proud to be an mgs girl and i'm proud of my school and my cca haha :D and the school song is indeed nice to sing when its 3verses! the arrangment is nice! heh.

service was okay. i really couldn't believe that i actually felt very nervous just before our piece and throughout. usually i'm pretty calm. aiya i'm just weird thats it. and another thing i realised was that i hardly looked at the score. so thats rather interesting. heehee.

i just realised the school musical is just round the corner! wow. it really didn't seem long ago when we first had the schedule for june prac. 1 to 10pm for 2weeks. and now i have this weird feeling that i wish everything could repeat again no matter how tiring it was after the 29th. hm :)

okay i'm poofed. shall take a nap without my mum knowing it hahahah. gdnight!





Lord i really don't know. if its your will, then let it be.

today was blah. nowadays i just sleep in school whenever possible. somehow i treat the back of the class as my second bed. or zhiyun and my chair.

fringe activities was okay. not too bad. someone was being very extra, in fact irritatingly extra. and then we had class time where i slept and then had recess. after that went to look for monica and pris but somehow couldn't find them. circled the school for about 10mins before going back to class again. and then i suddenly remembered my chili and so we decided to find the art teacher who was weirdly sitting outside the dance studio with the cross for the musical. and then somehow monica and pris and jessica saw me downstairs and called me. and then i erm abandoned lipin and jasmine? haha sorry! went to the library and watched this show. and like 15mins after we finished the show i was like erm what did we watch just now? and it turned out to be bride and predjudice. whatever you spell it. its quite nice i must say. still i was very tired while watching it. haha.

went for SBL after that. it was alright. the Q and A was interesting. saw blue dot and many others there. started the manhunt for cherilyn because she had the boots that lesley needed for founder's day. so yeah look here and there then deborah found her for me. and jieyi kept on disappearing as well. but anyway, everything ended well.

oh and then today i went home with this veryvery interesting piece of paper that some people kindly vandalised for me. haha. its quite amusing. i'll be quite happy to recieve more notes like that hahahaha.

now i'm really tired. and i'm afraid i might just fall very sick soon. and i can't afford that cos there's so much e-learning to do. i just need strength from the Lord to hang on these few more days and everything will be over, which is a sad and good thing. i don't know. we'll see.

tml's founder's day! yay. i hope mighty fortress will be good. and why are we playing that piece for japan trip?? hurrr.

okay. today alot of things was thanks to monica. but i shall only mention one since this is the whole point of this post.

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (i'm not mrs dubose!)
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (wait i forgot whats that)
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (THE OTHER WAY ROUND LA)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (yeah for retardednco la what you thinking!)
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood. (???)
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie. (????)

people i will stab. i might have stabbed rui and sarah but since they are already stabbed so oh well.

1. lipin
2. esther
3. jasmine
4. yan (when you have the time okay!)
5. jieyi

yay okay. goodnight. tml another longlonglonglong day.

my history assignment is now annoying me to bits. hurr. its so unreasonable. ):

today is opening ceramony and i'm hoping everything will go smoothly. very unlike what happened on thurs. oh well. fingers crossed.

TROMP. oh dear. we are so in for it man.

today has been a very exhasting day. worse than musical. monica and i were running around the school non stop. truly indeed, we are the labourers.

founder's day rehersal was quite okay. in fact i'm quite satisfied with it. haha. then after the rehersal, as playing handbells makes everyone hungry, we couldn't tahan so we excused ourselves at 10am instead of 1030. heh. we fought with the ants. ants=pri school kids if you don't know. but anyway it was funny. like there were a few girls at this table. then still go space so we sat there. then like slowly, all of them disappear. even the girls standing near the table. haha. so we got shooing instinct or something. haha.

and everytime i enter the canteen when the pri girls are still roaming about i never fail to meet my sister. -.- bah whatever.

after that we went to 3i and lingered around there for awhile. then we went back to the hall. set up and realised got no mallets. so we rannnn down to the staffroom. tried calling ms sim. never ans. then suddenly mrs chew came out and was like AH TIFFANYTIFFANYTIFFANY! i was thinking errrrr. and then she asked me to pass the msg to melody that her mum wants her to come straight home after school. like some pri school kid hahahaha. and then after awhile laoshi appeared at the door and we got the card from her.

ran down to the music, of course in the course of running to the music we dodge one ant and then another AND then another and then a whole colony. finally reached the music room and then got the mallet bag. raced upstairs and gave them the mallet bag. then later on the say want to change all the stands to black as the pri school handbell choir were using blue ones. so we raced down again, got the key and then went down to find the stands. but then it mysteriously disappeared! wow. so we went out where the pri cheerleading were dancing. (apparently later we foundout that the people in the hall were watching them via cctv and we might have been caught running like maniacs.) alot of complications but the ending was that we went back with no black stands.

performance sucked. like the whole thing _____ didn't know how to conduct. sheesh. then i guess we had not much spirit cos its such a irritating song. but then again jane and i concluded that if we had spirit it would sound nicer. and in a more enclosed area. cos during prac it sounded pretty nice.

after that we were once again to fetch the key from ms sim and after alot of searching we found her in the science lab. and jane and her fellow friend attempted to try out their presentation on us. their pull only door. haha. looks like the monsters inc doors. can see both sides one. haha.

went back to class only to find them screaming cos the fan looked like it wanted to drop off. went to walk around the school somemore cos if i sat still for awhile the heat would get all around. then school ended and i went to sleep for about a nice 15min at the back of the class. until lipin and kat came in and we started talking.

had cca and mediacorp came earlier than expected. they said our playing was goood. yay. but they will only decide whether to let us play in about 2days time. well we certainly hope we can. cos it will be reallyreally cool. and its on the 3rdsep. and there's like rehersals on teacher's day!

pooff. tml there's musical. thurs there's full dress for opening ceramony. friday musical. sat opening ceramony. sunday musical. and so on. bahhh. i don't think i really mind anyway. but today is super tiring.

my thought on all these openopenopen stuff:
its madly busy. but its nice the way everyone is involved in some way or another. i know the musical will be great. as long as it dosen't rain everything should be perfect. =) the exhibitions and performances seems nice too. so i think its quite nice. this is like the first time i feel there's this festive atmosphere in school. somemore with the grey and white walls, it can be rather depressing on normal school days. haha.

and today i thought of this very interesting line!
runn runn as fast as you can, you can't catch me or there will be no key!

hahah. how ingenious of me don't you think :D

wednesday. Orchid Country Club. for the international PHYSICS (yesyes ms cheong) Olympiad thingy.

i shall not mention the extremely long process on how we got everything UP the bus cos i'm too lazy and its too long. so anyway on the way i got amused with this!

and then after what seemed endless practicing of setting up tables and everything else we finally got to eat dinner yay!

and then. we went to change and put on makeup blabla.

and then we started taking photos! (:

the mad sec4s

the madder sec3s. but then again, it depends who you are talking about x)

now. the SANEST OF THE WHOLE CHOIR! esp me! and you'll find that i'm telling the truth okay. anyway. see how pathetic our level is. only 4 of us!

after changing and everything, taking group photos and all, we were told we still had 1hour more to performance -.-. so we started taking funny pictures and singing our all time fav songs. :D

jane and yunjing - with krystle's hand there being annoying.

now minus the annoying hand.

and then priscilla started going crazy!

she thinks she looks like a teacher but one thing i'm certain - you don't look like how your mum looks like in school!

tracy suffering under the evil hand of monica. heh.

more photos another day. i'm tired.

i have been on hibernation mode. as in not going online for quite awhile. hm (:

hence know i declare : ENDLESS REHERSALS = LACK OF SLEEEEP

that is so so true, when you have to juggle founder's day rehersals, open day rehersals, musical rehersals, cca, performances and tests. >< well at least the tests are done for the next 4weeks. and so now i face all those rehersals bahhh.

not that i dislike them, its fun yes i know. in fact, really fun when the handbell choir is around. and i still say i'm about the sanest there okay! look at all of you. tsk. (: but lacking in sleep is horrible. you reach home at 1030pm and by the time you get into bed its 1130. and then awhile later you have to wake up and start the whole process again. now thats how my past week has been. and 7 hours actually isn't that bad but then when you reach home you feel so tired and you need like 12hours of sleep. and whats more after coming back from rehersal have to study somemore for tests. i can't let my ca3 marks go down into the drain just because of rehersals.

funnn but tiringgg. sigh.

but being with the handbellers and spending time with the sec4s who are like leaving real soon is good. oh man. all the weird and spastic things we did.

oh btw, wednesday was really fun. but the performance was bahh oh well. other than that it was really funny! i'll post up the pics tml or something. :D

and OH the joke of yesterday was.. [if you didn't read lipin'sss blog] : ms cheong chiongs cheongs around the school. haha get it? so funny. and its very true okay! and i still can't get over on what happened in physics on thursday ahhhh!

so now i'm kinda happy cos tests are over and i can concentrate on all the rehersals.. and perhaps get back some of the sleep i didn't get over the week. honestly, just give me a table and a chair, or 2 chairs and i can just fall asleep like that in school. i wasn't able to do that last year but now i have mastered the art of sleeping in class with my eyes closed during free periods yes sireeee.

wow. today was like so interesting! because of handbells

firstly at 145pm priscilla and i went down to the canteen and talked to the sec1s for awhile. then we got the cake that monica and ruijun asked unclehockseng to keep for them because it is JANE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! HAPPYHAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LAOERRR! [: yeah then we got the lighter and we both didn't dare to light the candles cos we scared of fire that comes out of those lighters. ;P only to discover later that ruijun put matchsticks together with the plastic bag that contains the cake. and so we waited together with gail and faye for the sec3s and 4s to finish lessons. haha then i went to monica's class and i was waiting with ruijun who somehow wasn't in class outside her class. and when the bell rang, we could see moni's face and it was so funny. likejoy written all over her face. haha!

slowly everyone arrived. only left this laoda and laoer haven't come. i was waiting for them at the foot of the stairs so as to warn the rest that they were coming. then the 2 sec1s offered to go upstairs and shout hello janeeee! when they see to her warn me to warn the rest. get it. haha. and woah when the 2 laos FINALLY came, they seriously shouted at the top of the voices. so scary. hahaa. then we sang happy birthday song, ate the cake and zoomed off for phototaking. it was quite fun the phototaking. now we just have to see how nice the photo comes out. hahahaha.

had prac with the primary school handbell choir. cos ms kon requested that the pri school play with us. -.- the standard is like how diff la. and you can obviously see the vastttt difference. haha. and then after one hour we had our own prac. dinner songs.

tml we have a performance at orchid country club. its the international physics olympiad thingy. and i think after today's prac i come out feeling much more confident. haha. we alll mermorised broadway already! yay. and we are dismissed at 1pm. oh well it dosen't make much diff for me, since i have free period from 1230 onwards. cos our class going to support the swimming finals yeah go mg go jasmine!!! :D

and then we are coming back at 945pm. one thing i'm very happy about is that there's dinner provided. so no money needed to spend. yayyy.

okay. now the greatest of the GREATEST news ever. hahahaha. we, the MGHANDBELLCHOIR06 are invited to play the the president's star challenge in september!
which =

BEING LIVE ON TVeeee! WOW SO COOL RIGHTTT! first time of having a handbell choir live on tv. and the best thing about this is that the sec4s WILL be playing with us. see thats why i emphasize on the handbellchoir06. haha.

whoopeee. that was just so amazing. :DDD


and and and.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY YANN!! or chermaine. haha. yesyes you are the bestiest cousin too. but still you are not the pro ;P sugar sweet 16th now right? so now its offcially 4more years to 20 for you! haha. loves!

here's this reallyreally nicenice song from the musical!


Long ago He blessed the earth
Born older than the years
And in the stall the cross He saw
Through the first of many tears
A life of homeless wandering
Cast out in sorrow's way
The Shepherd seeking for the lost
His life the price He paid

Chorus

Love crucified arose
The risen One in splendor
Jehovah's sole Defender
Has won the victory
Love crucified arose
And the grave became a place of hope
For the heart that sin and sorrow broke
Is beating once again

Throughout Your life
You've felt the weight
Of what You'd come to give
To drink for us that crimson cup
So we might really live
At last the time love and die
The dark appointed day
That one forsaken moment when
Your Father turned His face away

Repeat Chorus

haha. and i found the song online! so nice. and the way the strings were played, its the same way as the string esumble played it at the finale. jonathon wore the same clothes again as usual. and somehow judy and bannnngwennnfuuu wasn't here. haha. judy's the best all all 3.

so many things happened this morning. from an ulcer to a cockroach. and oh man when my foot got stuck under krystle's chair when she got up! there was this painnnnful charop thing pokking into my foot and i was ow-ing there and krystle still can stare at me for 7secs before pushing down the chair again. >.<


-edit

okay. i don't care already. everyone should go for the musical - from eve to mary!! except for those who really cannot ): (eg yan) oh well too bad i guess. but then everyone else should go! but don't expect me to sponser you okayyy. and if you want to go for the thursday one you better hurrry up buy the ticket cos i have this distinct feeling that tickets are gna be sold out really soon.

however one thing you really shouldn't do when watching the show is - stare at the mghandbellers cos they look really spastic and dumb. other than that the show is great! and if the musical is stealing away my money then all the more you people should go in order to make it more worth it.

INCREDIBLES IS SO SO SO COOL! WHEEEEEE.

i'm so happy my mum bought the vcd haha! and i just finished watching it. hm. the show never fails to amaze and amuse me. heh. violet is so cool. hoho. so today i'm happy cos i did something meaningful finally.

yay. my 6thtime watching. how cool! :D

tml its time to wear the spastic tablecloth again. see. even my mum agrees that it looks like a ghost costume. >.<

bleah. everyone went to town today. and i'm stuck at home. ):
and i still want my presentS and sweet. lots of people owe me presents while some people owe me sweet! i want the lime one okay!

blah. i haven't gone out to town or wherever to shop or window shop for a long looong time. i think the last time was in nov or something. otherwise it has been like going for dinner or lunch with ruijun, monica and priscilla or shopping for presents for laoda and monica.

but then anyway even if i went out i would be broke so there's no point in going. unless someone wants to pay for me for whatever. :D who would be that kind soul i ever wonder. maybe i'll like just wait until the musical ends and my jap trip is over cos the stupid musical (not taking into consideration how nice the show is) is stealing away all my money cos i have to stay back so many days meaning more money spent and half the time we always have to go to either kap or btp. our school is in a bad bad location in singapore. no good places to eat. kinda sad for a cca like handbells where the people are always hungry. ):

and yes i have to save for my japtrip if i want extra pocket money. and i haven't had left over money every week to save up because of the musical. so its annoying. and then somebody ( i shan't name who cos its rude) is making some of us buy this and that for only one thing.. and its not that cheap you know. and i understand how monica feels. i guess some of you will understand what i'm talking about right? but then, it just so happened that she's in charge and i guess we should just accept it and bear with it. persevere!! haaa.

hehe. somehow i'm hoping she won't come with us for the 12thjuly thing. and someone else would like the last time! haha. i feel mean.

meanwhile. i'm bored. and i didn't screwup my tests this week whee! (don't ask me where is the connection between the 2statements cos i don't know)

bleah. happybirthday en. (:

today's the day.
where drastic changes take place. and i somehow can't help wondering how did some people's day went. and how the days will be in the future.

haha. here's 2 songs that got into my mind this past week.

because He lives. i can face tommorrow
because He lives. all fear is gone
because i know, i know He holds the future.
and life is worth the living, just because He lives.
---
all things work for our good
though sometimes we can't see how they could
troubles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blind us to the truth
our Father knows whats best for us
His ways are not our own
so when the pathway goes dim
and you can't just see Him
remember He's still on the throne

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too wise to be unkind
so when you don't understand
when you can't see His plan
when you can't trace His hand
trust His heart
---

anyway. i finally decided to continue posting about my holiday in Japan. haha. here's a few more pictures from disneysea.

ray so cute hahahahaha =)

this one not as cute but ANYWAY... my sister hahaha. x)

one of the meals -finished, we had there at disney sea. wah we kept on eating la. its like when we have to wait until this certain time for another attraction my uncle would go okay lets go eat. and then my mum and i would go harr eat again ahh?? aha so i did take one pic of the food that we ate okay! [:

then the next day we checked out of the hotel and went to the train station to catch the train to toyohashi. i think the train ride was 1 and a halfhours and i didn't really sleep but instead stoned hahaha. oh and then they gave us this programme sheet of this occasion and it was so cool. cos it had all our names inside and all our hotel room number. and then like for our names, example was like it would say 'daughter of Mr Michael Teo Miss Tiffany Teo' HAHA. so cool. there was even this part which said 'domestic helper of Mr Tony Teo Miss Vivien something' haha! thats my uncle by the way. yeah i was like thinking this like royalty or something hoho. :D and then the paper had the schedule and all. quite interesting.

we checked into this hotel which was within the station itself. and then we showered and all.. and then in the evening we had to go to some room in the hotel for dinner. it was so weird la. haha. after some speeches and all they asked for a toast and since the adults usually drink alcohol in toast the ladies who brought the food out and all asked vivien (who was sitting at the same table as us) which bottle she wanted. haha her face was so funny! she looked so scared cos i think she dosen't drink or something. haha. but in the end the thing she drank was the oolong tea which is super nice i must say. even though i mistook it as apple juice the first time haha.

the next day. we had to go down for breakfast and be at the door waiting at 8am. and they said come down for breakfast at 630am! madddd la. and 630am there is 530here. WOW. so we gathered at 8asm together with all the business men and then we took taxis down to the shipyard. honestly right. this is like the first time i hardly walk like until want to die in a holiday. never felt so useless before hahahha. then we hanged around this place for awhile. oh and my mum had to do this rehersal thing. she had to practice chopping the rope haha.

and after that we took the taxi again to where the ship was. we could have easily walked there but no we somehow had to take taxi. so weird. and then we had this ceramony. and hahaha the funnnniest part was that there was this part where we had to sing the japanese and singapore anthem. and like only one person sang for the japanese one and for us erm i think my sister sang while i sang abit. not sure about my cousins. but william and i were like sniggering cos the national anthem went like twice the speed of the normal one cos the pole was like so short! but it was really funny. the speed i mean.

and then my mum had to christian the ship and then she had to do the chopping rope thing and then she managed to chop it within one try! haha. all the jap men like went waaaah. and it was a spectacular sight cos the champange bottle smashed against the ship and the streamers and balloons all came out from the ship. so nice. haha. and then after that we went back to the hotel for some 'celebration party' oh and at the ceramony we had this name tag thing which was cool haha. the celebration party's food was quite nice. but the nicenice part was when they all gave out presents. haha. my mum like got the most i think. since she was the G.O.H. ah i can't remember lah. but i got this watch and a bracelet. and my cousins got stuff too. ray got this remote control toy hahaha!

candid shots haiyah. haha. don't look at my sister you're suppose to look at the toycar!!

then we went for this tour around this cargo ship. and guess what they gave us to wear before getting up the ship!! HANDBELLGLOVES!! even my sister recognised it. haha. so coool la. the ladies and the children got the handbell ones while the men got the ones we had to wear for learning journey. yeah. so we went to the kitchen, captain's room, recreation room, um the place where the captain steers the ship i forgot what its called!! and the engine room. if got anymore then i forgot.

and after the tour we went back to the hotel for the party thing. and after that we had some time to pack up and then check out. then we took a train and headed to osaka. everything was like on the dot.. and we had to rush here and there.. very unlike our normal holidays. haha.

oh well. i'll post about the rest another day. tml got maths and lifescience test. my head's spinning with direct and inverse proportion, DNA replication and translation blabla.

okay. so today we ended earlier. which was better. haha. i think we ended at 930 or something.

anyway. today we were asked to let down our hair. then we started imagining about ghosts and all. cos we really look like one bunch of ghost hopping around. haha. we started singing carol of the bells. which is quite a freaky song. we played it for caroling last year. haha. and then we choreographed this scary dance for it which includes hopping up and down the steps in the gallery with our hands outstretched and in our spastic tablecloth. even mrs nat lim said it was funny okay! halfway during our briefing she suddenly stop and laugh at us say we look like we just came from an operation. hurr. haha. yeah then the dance was so funny but we eventually stopped cos it got freakier, esp with krystle's lonnnnng hair. hah.

and then sandra laoda didn't let us sit down after we finish the piece okay! so tiring. and i was so tired. that after the audience left i went to sleep on the floor. and MONICA LEE I'M NOT MAD AND I DON'T NEED TO GO IMH OKAY. WHAT NONSENSE. I VERY SANEEE. AND PRISCILLA CHAN STOP TICKLING ME COS YOU NOT SUPPOSE TO BULLY PEOPLE YOUNGER THAN YOU. EVEN IF ITS ONLY BY 24HOURS OKAY!!

whoooo we had chickenrice again today. how nice. yeah right. and laoda is the cucumber woman! =)

tiffany: laoda i give you all my cucumber okay! (as others pile cucumber on her fooood)
laoda: okay
tiffany: veggie is very good for you you know!
laoda: ah ya then why you don't want to eat harr? (echoed my monica as well)
tiffany: cos you older so must eat more veggie!!!

:D

another thing i realised today. cos friday end at 12right. and then our recess actually ends at 1130! hahahaha so cool. just half and hour of something i dunno what then school end yay! must find out what is that oh so previledged sub. hoho. ;P

everyone knows about nightmares don't they?
and they either never end, or they end with a sad ending.
sometimes i really wish i can wake up and find that everything was how everything used to me.
urgh.
everyday it just gets worse and worse
why i wonder.
and yet i can't do anything
cos i don't have any say.
nightmares are like that aren't they?
sigh.

God give us a happyending. please.

today i nearly died
as in literally!
and in the end
i didn't die
but i emerged from school tramuatised
shiverrrrrr >.<

okay. basically the the top 3 cases nearly fell on me when we were entering the lift to go downstairs. so scary!! the case we know as the flipping case like came forward and nearly fell out with like 2 small cases and 3 bags which contained heavyHEAVY stands, skirting and more skirting.

oh man. see how monica and my lives are risked everytime we do this?? you people better appreciate this okay!

and then the horrible lao da started stuffing in the mattresses into the lift and she as what i would call 'cushioned' monica and i really well. i was like stuck in the corner with 4-5 mattresses infront/ontop/surrounding me. and sandra still can laugh. somemore can say i will meet you downstairs. ??!! but in the end she still came in.

so much for one morning. and tml is gna be hectic. like madly hectic. school. maths remedial. cca. then musical prac. and inbetweeen i get like half hour break or one hour. crazy.

guess what tiffany made 2 very impt discoveries today!

number 1) why tml have no youth service and we have to join the main service in church and not in ywca.

ans: cos its YOUTHDAY tml! no wonder there's gna be all those booths about us and all in church tml. hehe.

number 2) EXACTLY ONE YEAR AGO (1stjuly2005) we were on the bus to esplanade for the syf opening ceremony! how cool is that man. and that was one of the funnnnest day of my life. imagine we got let off school at 1235 and we came back at 10pm! haha. and the mirrors and everything in our holding room were so so so so cool. i remember that was when i really got to know the sec2s and 4s. i guess the sec3s kept more to themselves then while the sec4s were really nice and we got to know them quite fast. also, the sec2s ah! mad people! hehehehe. why we went mad and bonkus that day was cos we were so bored and so we started talking nonsense. oh and the dancing hp thing we did haha it was so lame!

dinner was ultra fun too. the teachers let us go to marina sq to eat wherever we wanted while the other schools got to eat food which they bought from somewhere. haha. and it was a peculiar sight. imagine this bunch of about 20 girls in their school uni crossing the road laughing insaningly outside esplanade.

:D

and so. according to monica. its our 1st year anniversary. cos it was that night when we really got to know one another. hahahaha. goat!!

BenHo
CarmenLim
CassieAng
CharmainePoh
CherleneKoo
ChermaineKoo
CherryFong
CherylOng
ClarissaLoo
DaniellaKoh
DianeOng
ElizabethChan
EnqiCheong
FayeChik
GailChong
GILLIANPECK!
GraceLee
HuiyingChee
IsabelLiu
JaneLua
JasminePhay
JeanieHue
Jenny
JieyiCheng
JoanneWong
JoanneLim
KeithChang
KennaAng
KimberlyNg
KrystleLee
lesley
Lipin#1
Lipin#2
LynnetteLee
MaweenYap
Melody
HANDBELLS:)
MichaelCheong
MichelleTang
MonicaLee
Nivia
RachelToh
PaulineYue
PheobeCheng
PriscillaChan#1
PriscillaChan#2 (xanga)
Retarded&co :)
RuijunChia
SarahLee
SarahSoon
SherilynChew
StaceyTan
StellaTan
SzewingChoi
TabithaTeo
TracyOng
Zhanghui
ZitengLim
ZhengKangChiong

MGHANDBELLCHOIR<3
training grp 2005
CD4
GA4 (i rmb, echooo!)
GA6 (those last days in training group[: )

some dinner at marina mandrin 17th Nov'05
Burong Kakak Tua
Broadway!
Yankee Doodle
When You Wish Upon a Star
CD4

Carolling @ Novena Sq 25th Nov'05
Deck the Halls :DD
Carol of the Bells
In Heaven the Bells are Ringing
Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer
A Merry Little Christmas
Jingle Bells Rock
Carol Fest something
DE5

Prefect's Installation 24th Jan'06
Song of Gladness (:
DE5

Chinese New Year concert
some disgusting piece ><
CD4

EXPRESSO! :DDD 31st March & 1st April '06
BALLADEE<3
GA67
Broadway
CD4

International Physics Olympiad dinner @ OCC 12th july '06
A Mighty Fortress (green chapel song!:D)
GA67
Rondo Passacaglia :DDD
CD4

Founder's Day 25th July '06
A Mighty Fortress <3
GA67

MGS Official Opening Ceramony 22nd July '06
Let All Things Our Creator Bless (red & white song!)
G3 & random bass notes

MUSICAL FROM EVE TO MARY :D 27th-29th July'06
Annunciation which had no nice tune hahah
AB5

President's Star Challenge 3rd Sept'06
Les Miserables!! :D
DE5

ngeeanncity performance. something i don't know what but with the string ensumble 20th Sept '06
Kiss The Girl ><
DE5
Burong Kakak Tua > B3
Rondo Passacaglia (:
BC45

NgeeAnnCity Performance: lightup of Orchard Road 11th Nov'06
In Heaven the Bells are Ringing
DE5
Carol of The Bells/God Bless Ye Merry Gentlemen
BC67
Joy to the World
BC67

JAPAN TRIPPP <3 :DDD 16th-23rd Nov'06
performances:
-Fukuoka Primary School
-some children's hospital
-mass ringing at the HRJ 30th Anniversary thingy
-Solo Concert representing Singapore at that conference thingy
-@ some Nagasaki Mayor's office (but it was in the park. i was asking where's the office i don't see it :D)
-some Methodist Secondary School in Nagasaki
-old folk's home (:

songs performed:
Hymn to Joy
CD67
WONDERFUL DAYYY :D
CD67
Saviour like a Shepherd Lead Us
AB5
Lonery/Lonely Goatherd
BC78
Shout to the Lord
AB5
A Mighty Fortress
GA67
Ronda Passacaglia
CD4, with some random bass notes to help jenny :D

Prefect's Installation 29th Jan '07
Psalm of Joy (:
GA4

SYF (GOLDDD) 23rd April'07
Shiny Steps
Choo Choo
BC45
:D

PASSIONE 30th June'07
Hymn to Joy
CD67
Williamtell Overture
GA67
Canon in D
DE5
Hungarian Dance No.5
CD67
There's a Balm in Gilead
AB5
Do Lord
CD4
Shiny Steps :DD
Choo Choo :DD
BC45
Mass Ringing: Meistersinger
D3D#3A3 PLUS A LOT OF CHERRY'S NOTES HAHA OUR SLOWMO THING! :DD
Postlude: Give Thanks (:
BC45

Founder's Day 25thJuly '07
Hymn to Joy :D
CD67

Methodist Staff Get Together 24th Aug'07
OUTBURST OF JOY :D
CD67!

Mr Tharman's visit to ulu pandan cc i think?
OURBURST OF JOY (((:
CD67

Prefect's Installation 21st Jan'08
Come, Now is the Time to Worship
CD67

Gaia Mania 14th March'08
Under The Sea:D
Aladdin medley:DD
GA67
El Condo Pasa
CD4

Zao An Ni Hao Campus Talk 16th April'08
Aladdin Medley:D
GA67

MG Symphony 08 20th July'08
Festive Psalm of Gladness
BC5
Pirates of the Carribean
CD67
In the Mood
FG5
Festive Dance Farandole
GA6
Symphonia on Hyfrydol (Yellow song :D)
AB5

Founder's Day 25th July'08
Symphonia on Hyfrydol
AB5

Prefect's Installation 4th Aug'08
Symphonia on Hyfrydol
AB5

the end.
Thank You, to every senior & junior that made my 4year journey so sweet & beautiful <3 may God be always honoured in this handbell choir thats so rightfully His.